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25 June 2009 @ 10:58 pm

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23 June 2009 @ 10:35 pm
i made these today.

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23 June 2009 @ 02:35 am
not going to miss this place.
i might a little.
but for the most part- peace motherfuckerssssss.
i mean i love it and all but i can't take these people.
& they can't take ME.

like i said earlier:
sorry if i'm the life of the party.
if that means you need me to go then by all means- i'll take it somewhere else. point, blank, period.
i aint ready to go to sleep yet. i got plans homie.

r.i.p.= the fear
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21 June 2009 @ 11:04 pm
1. worked about 30 hours in 3 days with barely any food or water.
2. drank myself drunk 3 nights in a row- hangovers included.
3. called the cops because my mom locked me out.
4. cried a bunch.
5. met a ton of fake rude bitches.
6. stuck up for myself at work- which will probably get me in trouble.
7. realized the love i have & hope to forget.
8. got into a couple of messy drunk fights.
9. slept on a couch i really didn't want to.
10. nearly destroyed a marriage.
11. told my step-dad to fuck himself for the first time in my life. *best part*
12. spent that cash like it was going out of style. *second best part*
13. realized that life is a bitch & all this shit will only make me a stronger person in the long run.

i got:
love for the lovers
& news for the haters.
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15 June 2009 @ 11:31 pm
i was just told, by my mothers puppet mouth, step-monster is the puppeteer, that...
ok i started to type them but i now realize how motherfucking stupid this shit is that i don't even care.
so basically i'm just going to keep doing whatever the fuck i want weather anyone likes it or not.
i've never been any other way so where are these people trying to get at?
i'm a free spirit. eat me.

this little piece embodies my emotions right now- verrr batemmm.
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23 April 2009 @ 08:51 pm
13 April 2009 @ 03:25 pm
i'm fine with today. in fact i love where i am today. and not just today i've been feeling this way more and more days. it's a re-occurring thing cool huh!?

it's refreshing.
probably wont last long [pessimist in me].
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04 April 2009 @ 10:40 pm
yeah i tried to salvage my ruins but not so much luck.
he's not even trying to be into me anymore.
& honestly if there's no instant spark what's the point in continuing?
just another thing to add to the 'things i destroy in my life' list.

ps/ oh not another 3 dates and it's over thingy! ewwwww.
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24 March 2009 @ 06:41 pm
i knew it was a bad idea.
to fall for a guy and let him fall for you when you both don't have a car.
now i'm stuck here living my life.
he's there living his.
and all we are is a phone call or text away.

that's not enough.
it's a god fucking awful feeling.

::sad sigh::
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19 March 2009 @ 09:03 pm

let me introduce a new character in my life.
i love this woman.
she's so dumb!

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